LOVE AS MEN KNOW IT PT4

That day was over. We became friends and work became enjoyable all because of vanessa. She was an angel in person I was worried about her personality she was a fun humble cute, warm person. I ddnt want to get attached. So I started avoiding that kind of contact. I was done being a fool. But I could tell that she was into me. But I also liked her but I just had to control my self. Because this tym I was never going to be a fool anymore. In my mind the other half of me was saying. If you don't try you will never find the real love you long for. The other half was telling me. That fear is what make you safe from dangerous emotions like heart breaks. The other side argued again saying. The fear of being rejected will take you no where. Then I was like am growing and I need someone to be with. Someone to keep me warm. Someone to support me. But again is it ideal for me to date my boss. That's some how wrong. Atleast if she was working somewhere else. This war inside my head was never going to end just like the palestine and jewish war. So later that evening. Vanesa came by my apartment. She was looking joyous as ussual but a bit tippsy. She got in and hugged me that kind of hug a gal gives to her boyfriend arms open wide boobs hit my chest. And the sweet echanting perfume I swear I felt like I could not let go. Wen I decided to let go she was like do not let go am feeling cold and this hug is wat I wanted you feel so warm. I was like ooh yeah? You just read my mind and your wish has been granted. Finaly she let me go. Then we sat. So I asked her what she came to do by my place. She was smiled. And said so a friend can't visit a friend. In the evenings. I answered no that's not what I meant its just that its late. And my vehicle does not ve fuel to take you home. Ooh is that so. ? She asked. Yes I answered her back. She said then ill sleep here. But what about work tomoro you don't even ve clean clothes to change. She answered me. I ve got that covered don't worry. The problem with u is that you worry too much so just chill. She started touchin and caressing my thighs. I asked myself if I should take advatage of her. And do her or not n damn her body was callin me. So.....