LOVE AS MEN KNOW IT PT3
Was I in love was I proving myself wrong that love can be found in a club. It felt like something was wrong with me. Like I missed some part of me. I really wanted to see Eva. Everytime I tried to cook food it was not tasting nice. What was happening to me. Then I finally saw her with a dude from a distance while I was driving they were hugging. Then all the high hopes I had crambled into smaller pieces. I started asking myself that could it be that. That was the reason why she refused me to sleep with her is he her boyfriend. I really felt hopless.
Days past without seeing her I even decided to avoid going to the supermarket. To avoid bumping into her.
Days passed. I even forgot about her. After thinking what to do with my life now that the person I thought was my last destination in my love journey. Disappointed me. After talking my bestie.(Female best friend). Norian. She urged me to find her and talk to her, "tell her how you feel about her". She said. "Then listen to her response instead of just assuming that the guy she was hugging was her boyfriend" . She infact called me childish and a fool. She was very close to me because I had once confessed my love to her but she denied me saying that she can't date me she said she wants to keep our friendship instead of dating. So when we were talking we talked like she is my brother because she was frank and I was frank with her when she needs advise Norian. Told me to first go to the supermarket first to check her out. Then I should go to the club.
So I passed by the supermarket to check if she was there. When I checked she was no where on the tills. So I had to ask some of the workers to see if Eva has come for work. They told me that she was off that day. But she will be coming tomoro in the afternoon. It was another exciting day turned into a disapointing one. So went I went home. I went to bed early I couldn't watch tv coz everything was borring. O I wanted was Eva. So I went to bed early because she left her perfume scent to my beddings. At least that would remind me of her. By 21 hrs I had blacked out. I woke up in the morning. I took a bath went to work but my mind was on the clock o I wanted was to go to the super market to see Eva. I went there with a bouquet of red roses. There she was looking cute and lovely. As I approached the till she looked to other side like she was ignoring me. I called her by name but she ddnt answer back. So I got pissed I went to my car knowing in my mind that I and Eva will never cross paths So I went to see Norian my bestie I gave her the flowers instead. She was keen to know wat happened. I told her everything. I was like. May be love n relationships aint for me. Girls don't know the pressure we go through. Because for them as long as mwasamba ( bath) guys will be looking forward to talk to you. Now for a dude its different story.
Any way why am I complaining? Its just to move on. And I guess ill just go back to my life as a one night kind of dude. But again leaving such a life I can get infected. Months went by without seeing Eva and I made sure I had nothing to do with her. The following day at work there was a new lady that came on transfer to join our company branch. Her name was Vanessa. She looked cute. Strong chick bones, firm lemon like shaped boobs, strong firm hips like she was curved by pinokio's dad. Strong collar bones. And long hair. Real hair that reached just above the lemon like boobs. Not forgeting the eyes. She had a bright smile like mouth was full of while perls. Now I didn't see all this until she came to my desk and told me she will be my supervisor. That's when everything came to light I went to my on zone and went deaf to what she was saying I was just busy thanking God for openning another door of opportunity in my life when the other one closed. Then she tapped my shoulder asking me if I was alright. Man she was fine. As an angel. She was even wearing white it was a done deal. Now all I had to do was to find out more about this miss vanessa supervisor.
Was I in love was I proving myself wrong that love can be found in a club. It felt like something was wrong with me. Like I missed some part of me. I really wanted to see Eva. Everytime I tried to cook food it was not tasting nice. What was happening to me. Then I finally saw her with a dude from a distance while I was driving they were hugging. Then all the high hopes I had crambled into smaller pieces. I started asking myself that could it be that. That was the reason why she refused me to sleep with her is he her boyfriend. I really felt hopless.
Days past without seeing her I even decided to avoid going to the supermarket. To avoid bumping into her.
Days passed. I even forgot about her. After thinking what to do with my life now that the person I thought was my last destination in my love journey. Disappointed me. After talking my bestie.(Female best friend). Norian. She urged me to find her and talk to her, "tell her how you feel about her". She said. "Then listen to her response instead of just assuming that the guy she was hugging was her boyfriend" . She infact called me childish and a fool. She was very close to me because I had once confessed my love to her but she denied me saying that she can't date me she said she wants to keep our friendship instead of dating. So when we were talking we talked like she is my brother because she was frank and I was frank with her when she needs advise Norian. Told me to first go to the supermarket first to check her out. Then I should go to the club.
So I passed by the supermarket to check if she was there. When I checked she was no where on the tills. So I had to ask some of the workers to see if Eva has come for work. They told me that she was off that day. But she will be coming tomoro in the afternoon. It was another exciting day turned into a disapointing one. So went I went home. I went to bed early I couldn't watch tv coz everything was borring. O I wanted was Eva. So I went to bed early because she left her perfume scent to my beddings. At least that would remind me of her. By 21 hrs I had blacked out. I woke up in the morning. I took a bath went to work but my mind was on the clock o I wanted was to go to the super market to see Eva. I went there with a bouquet of red roses. There she was looking cute and lovely. As I approached the till she looked to other side like she was ignoring me. I called her by name but she ddnt answer back. So I got pissed I went to my car knowing in my mind that I and Eva will never cross paths So I went to see Norian my bestie I gave her the flowers instead. She was keen to know wat happened. I told her everything. I was like. May be love n relationships aint for me. Girls don't know the pressure we go through. Because for them as long as mwasamba ( bath) guys will be looking forward to talk to you. Now for a dude its different story.
Any way why am I complaining? Its just to move on. And I guess ill just go back to my life as a one night kind of dude. But again leaving such a life I can get infected. Months went by without seeing Eva and I made sure I had nothing to do with her. The following day at work there was a new lady that came on transfer to join our company branch. Her name was Vanessa. She looked cute. Strong chick bones, firm lemon like shaped boobs, strong firm hips like she was curved by pinokio's dad. Strong collar bones. And long hair. Real hair that reached just above the lemon like boobs. Not forgeting the eyes. She had a bright smile like mouth was full of while perls. Now I didn't see all this until she came to my desk and told me she will be my supervisor. That's when everything came to light I went to my on zone and went deaf to what she was saying I was just busy thanking God for openning another door of opportunity in my life when the other one closed. Then she tapped my shoulder asking me if I was alright. Man she was fine. As an angel. She was even wearing white it was a done deal. Now all I had to do was to find out more about this miss vanessa supervisor.
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