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IT WASN'T LOVE BUT HOPE PART 2

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  Last week, I met Becky by chance in the campus courtyard. We hit it off, and I was excited to see her again this Tuesday. Sure enough, when I got there, Becky was already waiting. We chatted like old friends, talking about school and our interests. As the sun started to set, Becky said something that got me thinking. She said maybe being lonely sometimes isn't all bad. It can help us find people who really get us. I realized she was right. Maybe being lonely brought us together in a special way. As we said goodbye, planning to meet again next Tuesday, I felt grateful for the friendship we were building. Becky had become more than just a friend; she was someone who understood what it meant to feel alone and still find connection. To be continued... 💭 

IT WASN'T LOVE BUT HOPE

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Sorry i couldn't get you. I had my headsets on. Oh. I was saying hi but seemed to be lost in your thoughts and music. Oh yeah I apologise. How can I help you? No not really I just wanted to say. Ooh ok. Yeah so what is your name? My name? Yes I would like to know your name i have been seeing you come and sit here every Tuesday at this same time, and you are usually sitting alone with your headphones in your ears so i thought I could say hi and maybe we can be lonely together. Hehehe! I laughed wow i like that one "lonely together" as I was saying this i wondered why has this beautiful lady decided to speak to me, what has really attracted her to me. Well yeah since am also alone when am waiting for my next class. She replied. Come on a person like you cannot be a loner like me. Woman like you can you can't be a loner. Whats the catch? Why are you really here. What do you mean a woman like me? She asked  Just look at yourself do you really want me to believe someone li

THE LOVE LIFE OF A CHUBBY GUY PT4

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  Nothing she's just beautiful my guy, her smile, her radiant skin talk of her figure she's what I want in a woman. Well she seems to have all the physical qualities of the girl of your dreams but what about character?! Chola my guy you and character those things come after you admire your girl you can't have interest in someone but you don't like her physical appearance. Morphology of a woman is key to your interest in her character. You see what I said you aren't in love you are just infatuated with her beauty. Anyway what can I say, advising a person in love is like writing an essay in sand when she wind blows everything is blown away. Lol. You have started with your quotes! Anyway I love the fact that you have acknowledged that am in love not just infatuation in your recent statement. As for me Money is bae. Money will never disappoint you. Mwape joined in the argument.  Oh shut up with your money talk.  Anyway tell us how you will get her number! Thats will be

THE OTHER MAN

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Its interesting how every type of  relationship  out there is dependent on Trust and Love. Mainly on trust, because trust is what usually maintains relationships without trust the relationship cannot survive well you might ask what about flings? For a fling to be a successful one there should be a level of trust in place. It might not be from both partners but at least one of them must trust the other. It was in July when i found out that my girlfriend was cheating on me with another man a well to do man, a married man an executive at one of the best tech companies in Lusaka, at first I only noticed the strangeness in her behaviour, she just started acting awkward out of no where. You see my girlfriend was what is called a clingy girlfriend whenever an hour passes without calling her or texting her she would complain, that maybe i started seeing some one else. She would always wanted me to be by her side, when I knock off from work i was supposed call her and tell her about my day. We

LOVE LIFE OF A CHUBBY GUY PT3

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  Just I was about to leave I heard the gate open surprisingly she said hi before I couldn’t even introduce myself properly . hi hi hi, I replied where is this stuttering coming from where is my confidence I asked myself, she was even more beautiful up close, her bright smile was so warm I couldn't concentrate. her radiant caramel skin was so beautiful. Hello my name is Thandiwe what's your name? she asked My name, John, John Zulu, nice to meet you Thandiwe, i just wanted to say hi. Na nice to meet you Thandiwe, nice to meet you too John, she replied while smiling her smile was so beautiful, her teeth were so white, her pink lips looked so soft and glossy looking at her cheeks dimples formed as she smiled at me. What was feeling? I asked myself, before I could answer myself i heard her giggle well john aren't you going to say anything you seem lost in thoughts are you ok? Yes iam ok. Well I hope to meet you again one of these fine days. Sure that will be lovely, i would hav

LOVE LIFE OF A CHUBBY GUY PT2

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I asked myself several questions like does it mean that I will never find love just because am a broke guy who is fat? does it mean that love is only meant for the well to do? the moment I finished watering the garden I went back to my room. I couldn't just understand why I was born with such a body, why did God decide for me to be born in a middle-income family. I never used to over-eat for me to have such a body. I tried exercising just to have that ideal body every girl craved for, but all for nothing.  one day as I was browsing on the internet I came across a website showing tricks on how to win girls over, as a person in search of love this seemed interesting to me though the other part of me told me to ignore it as it should just be a scam the part which still believed in love won the battle and I clicked on the link. it was quite interesting to see the different ways on how to win a girl over and how to make her fall for you. the author of the tricks explained them so well t

LOVE LIFE OF A CHUBBY GUY

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Love, it can be something nice if you find someone special who understands you in ways that you yourself doesn’t understand yourself. There’s a saying which says that you Love can never be love until you give it to someone. I was in search of love since the age of 13 I remember back then in my eighth grade I would write letters in search of a pen pal or pen friend sometimes girls from girls school would write a letter full of there name looking for pen friends. To be honest I always hoped that the friendship would mature to be something more that the mare friendship especially if the girl was cute. But whenever I had a pen friend it would get sabotaged by someone, he would either spread false rumors about me so that she loses interest in me or he will do that and propose to her instead. This made me really angry but again u don’t force love. It made me question my whole being if there was something wrong. A lot of questions came to my mind that I lost confidence in myself such that